Jesus is hope in my two different worlds

 


Paul, that amazing spiritual leader, struggled between two different worlds. In his mind, he deeply wanted to serve the Lord, but his body could not keep up with his spirit. He failed, and he fell. He felt he couldn't reach his goal of becoming like Jesus.

Jesus saw this same struggle in his disciples. They wanted to pray with Him, but their bodies were exhausted, and they fell asleep. He said, 'The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.' Every morning, I meditate and pray. I especially pray for my character, for patience, and for a peaceful, relaxed heart. However, every night when I write in my journal, I find myself repenting for my weaknesses. I see where I hurt others or caused them to feel dismayed.

Lord, I cry out like Paul: 'Oh, what a wretched woman I am! Who will deliver me from this body of death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!' So then, in my mind, I serve the law of God, but in my flesh, I struggle with the law of sin.

Only through Jesus Christ can I be saved from this body of death and the law of sin. 


Lord, I fix my eyes on You. Save me every single moment. I pray in Jesus Christ's name. Amen.

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